A Come Back...

Dear Blog,

Wow I think I really took the cake now by not writing in ages…I have always wanted to write but then do not get the chance to or the last thing I want to do after work is sit on a computer and do anything..i really seldom check my email messages..i think it was only during school time that I will take that time to check my web messages just to make sure that I participated and all the assignments were done on time..i think after that I just been feeling like I been drained out …but you know what the summer is her it is time for relaxation and a new beginning…. As soon as I have come back from London I have been working nonstop and traveling nonstop which is good and bad but sometimes I just want a day to do nothing ..no tension no stress..no emails telling me what to do…just be able to read a book knowing that there is nothing pending because I am sitting there reading a book or for that sitting here writing this blog…but you know what right now who cares..i am at the airport and my flight is delayed again…I don’t think there has been one flight back to nj or florida where my flight has not been delayed at least by minimum of 45 minutes…

So what is taking up so much time in my flight basically ..this preparation for the engagement ..i love my mom but every weekend there is something to do…oh oh let me add we (chirag and i) are just not preparing for the engagement but also redoing my house…this is something that we should have been doing for years but of course like most families things do not really happen until there is a reason to do so . unless the family is really anal or just has a lot of company that they are spic and span all the time.

Work ? the ever lasting story of our lives..work as always is challenging and different from location and of course different people…I been trying to figure what is it that I want to do in life…do I want a stable job or do I want to start a business ...where do chirag and I want to settle…where can we both a find a job..questions that arise everyday of our lives…at one point I was getting job offers left and right from boeing, ibm, etc…and did I take any of them…maybe it is better that I didn’t cause I really got to travel like many people (including myself) just dream of …but what about stability I want to start a family in next couple of years…i don’t my children to go through what I had gone through…most of the kids my age and older turned into latchkey kids…I would not see my father until the weekends especially he came home when I was asleep and left before woke up…I guess these questions become deeper and stronger to answer especially because I am turning twenty-five..yes you heard me big 25…that is the quarter life crisis..lol…..you know after writing all this I know everything will be alright ..aslong GOD is with you and and in your heart and mind…everything will just be fine …

Love ya,

Dimple