I want to Sing, I want to Dance

Hello Blog,

How are you? okay so i have finally gotten the chance to write to my dear blog...what has been going on with me...a little bit way too much ..i am not even sure where to start my venting and happiness sessions...well from the last time that i have written , wow when was this last time..i am being a bit lazy to look at these blog entries but here goes anything. why are females so damn moody...i am female and i too realize this cause there will be times when i just want to cry and then there are times when i am ready to dance away in the rain in the sun any weather permitting. why do females go through so much rubbish...this session is probably going to be a funny one as we females tend to be rather humourous...for some reason i am feeling alot like bridget jones in bridget jones diary...hmm..so mom and dad visited last week and of course i had to fight for my days off...
let me tell you something i cannot take london..the tourist areas anyways..i have had it with all of them..you would too if you do things multiple times like tower of london -- three times..london eye- twice...i think i know the directions and itineraries by heart now.....having mom and dad around was nice ...we got to chit chat about life mine and theirs ...and we have to come to a conclusion that i am a weird child..i do wild things sometimes simple to erk them...why it is fun...but they on the other hand think i am big child put all together..they feel sorry for chirag as good luck to him..but it is all good chirag knows me and i think it will be a bit of comedy..you know it is all good and fun in simple humor...so having mom and dad also involved arguments that just had to happen..mom i am not two years old..this is my apartment i know how to do the simple things like you know boil water..lol..well it was sad seeing mom and dad go back home but it was a day i or they could not avoid...they begin to realize at that point that their little girl is becoming an independent responsible woman..i been that for a long time ..but you know they need to see that every so often and we need to feel proud of what we have done....
so the weekend ends and i am once again alone but not really i have my roomies and i have my phone to my loved ones..work...let's not discuss...i am just a weird person i am not happy either ...before my team was just so busy and hustling and bustling and now it is quiet and the hours are so normal..knock on wood that that does not change but you never know..i been learning alot of new stuff and using my old stuff and i am glad..pray for me....

wow not alot has happened i guess chunks of stuff has happened and alot of time has passed..it is almost december and then the new year...time is flying...

but one thing is for sure..we all never know what we want until we let it go and that test is the test of life and that test is one that we all avoid..

till next time love
dimple