I know it has been a while....

Hi Blog,

I know it has been a while since I have written to you . But what can I do ...life has been having its major ups and downs...more confusion actually than any particular up or down...so i see the last time that i had written was on june 27...what happened since that weekend....well that weekend i had just returned from my trip to dublin which of course alot of fun...that week i had decided i will not plan on going anywhere cause it is simply not worth it if i have to rush it and possibly create a negative rapport...we do not want that now do we...so that week was pure hell...on my project we were going through assembly test script and data cleansing...and boy did we cleanse these scripts...i do not think i have ever worked as hard as i did last night not even in the worst of insane situations....i apologize to all of the people that i have been rude...i truly am not a rude person but i am human right and it happens...one of the things i need to work on is not letting other things get to me...and just live in the moment...so that was the week that i also went to see my new place with my two roomies binta and carol (she seems a bit fishy)...so the new place is alot closer to work than my old place and it is a flat instead of a house...one of the things i love about this new place is that all the rooms are about the same size and there is livelihood compared to the serene sounds of bird rubmling..instead i get to hear the loud noises of drunken boys at night and the trucks in the morning...but it is all good...reminds me of being back home ..:)...so the weekend finally rolls around and guess what i am in no mood to fly anywhere or do anything ...i just want time to myself...my friend jackie and i go shopping and have a blast ...i can not wait to wear one of the items that i had purchased...never go shopping like that again but you know we an indulge once in awhile especially after a long week...we ran into the gay parade that was happening in the soho section of london...never seen so many men at one time..my friend and i were just laughing away...had some good chinese food in chinatown...i needed something different and tasty away from my usual in take of cereal...and then afterwards we just randomly decided to see a play on our ways back to the subway (underground) station...we wound upo watching when harry met sally which is so cute...basically coming down to best friends are the best lovers and i agree...having a best friend who can also be my husband...it is the best feeling in the world...a man that love for who you are and not because of how you look or the materials you own......so sunday i moved in to my new flat and settled in a bit...first thing on monday morning i get locked into the building of my flat...it must be some curse that removes positive energy from living in a nice quaint town.....but all is well after knocking on some little old women's homes...i was bit pissed but i know whoever reads this will start laughing and say something like it can only happen to dimple...lol...so today is wednesday and work has slowed just a bit ...i am kind of catching up on stuff that i had missed in doing...such learniung how to laugh.....until yesterday i got the e-mail from my friend kris....my heart dropped and maybe fall into this dark whole that makes me wonder what to do ....and how to do it ...but i know i will be there for her ...she needs me now the most ...after dinner last night with some coworkers i made sure i speak to kris and get the full story...i realized last night that some people that you work with are capable of being friends with you...