Slowly But Surely I will Get Better at This

Hi Blog,

I have returned sooner than you think ... now now no comments okay...so what have i been up to from my last blog...quite a bit has happened but nothing too drastic that life is gonna twist and turn over....last time i was a bit upset over my roomie situation..but you know what from the help of mr. c and kris i learned that i am the one that needed some growing up to do ...the things they have done are quite normal when two people are in a relationships...hey if i had the balls to do it i would too with the love of my life ...but of course i am desi and i have more values to look up to it  and you know what i like it that way ..but anyways these two guys happen to be great people  and friendly...a lesson learned that do not judge a book by its cover sometimes reading into it a bit is important to understand some hidden secrets...

so that is that yesterday was saturday and my friend samir was on his way to paris for a wedding so him and i got together for lunch which was very cool..but the guy was so jetlagged it is not even funny...he actually in staying in london with his uncle for a family wedding but of course he wants to travel europe while he is out here...who would not .right ...me and him just talked about our lives and how we all getting older and how jersey city and the indian areas ...you have to discuss it no matter what ..lol..you edison folks probably discuss edison and indians and same for chicago, etc....it is all good..you sometimes wonder why do indian do not like going to the indian areas but still do..i think i know why cause somewhere deep down inside it helps you get to know the culture i probably never experienced

you know what is the worst feeling in the world, when the ones you care about and want to care  about makes you feel second best ...so how do you deal with it ...me one example i do not deal with quite well i tend to let it all store up and then give it one big explosion which is very bad because the other side tends to wonder woah what just happened. ..but no worries all is well a little opening up of the communication could fix..

some of you are probably thinking damn this girl is so jealous and possessive ..nope that is not true..but i like to keep things that belong to me (not all tied up )  this is probably cause i  had five years of solitude guys before the bro....but it is all good i love people and love socializing but sometimes sharing becomes a problem..i am working on it ...lol.. i love my family and best friends to death and not sure what i would do without them...

oh no a tear in the eye...sikee..just kidding ..this weekend i truly valued the people that are around and i would never switch them for anyone else...i am who i am because they are who they are...(i think that makes sense)